Wednesday, 4 May 2011

omfg.

so fucking raging. gid when you're looking forward to a holiday with your friends and some stupid fucking french bitches decide to fuck stuff up. 
right, this probably makes nae sense whatsoever. so i'll sort of explain from the beginning.


right, so for the past couple of years, i've done the french exchange with the school, and been paired with leo like, each time. and aye, he's my wee pal, bestest buds, whatevz. so me, kate, amy and hannah were supposed to be going over in summer, as this year was the last year that each of them would be able to do the french exchange, as they were all going to lycee, which is like, high school, i suppose. so anyway, plan was that i'd stay with leo, like i always have, amy'd stay with julie and kate and hannah would stay with belina, and that all the girls would go to julie's summer house for the weekend, then we'd come back, and i'd go to leo's for the rest of the week. then last night, leo tells me that julie and belina have just decided that i'm going to the summer house for the whole week. without leo. like no offence and that..but FUCK NO. i don't even like julie that much, she fucking stinks and she's a complete bitch, so why would i want to stay with her!?!?! and i don't see how the fuck they think they can just decide where i'm going, without even asking me! sorry, aye i'll just do what you say, cos you're my french person right enough. i'm not even fucking going over to see them, i'm only going over to see leo!! and i told my mum about it last night and she was even more raging than me, and told me i'm not allowed to go over now, if i'm not staying with leo..which is fair play, considering she doesn't know julie's family at all and i've never stayed with them before. so aye, they decide to change everything at the last minute, AFTER i've bought my ticket.


never been so fucking raging in my life.

Tuesday, 3 May 2011

fucking beautiful.

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last night i dreamt that somebody loved me..no hope, no harm, just another false alarm. last night i felt real arms around me. no hope, no harm, just another false alarm. so tell me how long before the last one? and tell me how long before the right one? the story is old, i know. but it goes on. the story is old, i know..but it goes on. 
morrissey's a fuckin genius.

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i got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one!


ahhhh, soooooooo tired, but i can't sleep. i think i'm overtired haha, i've no even done much today. i really need to start revising. i'm in suchhhhhhhh a weird mood.
hmm.
there's like too sooooo much on my mind haha :(

i really really like shaun. but he lives way too far away for anything to ever happen haha.
                                                     and i feel like an absolute fanny.
but aye, he's nice. and cute haha. just move nearer ffs. 

hmm, well  anyhoooooo, i'm offski, i needz ma sleep.